Thursday, March 3, 2011

And now it's midnight.

Has it ever felt too quiet to fall asleep?
It's so quiet tonight. Like, I'm not even noticing the trains going by.
I shut my laptop and put it away. But I've been laying in bed for like an hour and a half.
And I'm tired.
I almost feel an anxiety attack coming on. What the hell, right?

The thing is, tonight, I don't even know where my mind is.
It's like this weird silence even in my mind.
So maybe there are noises all around me, but I just can't hear them because my mind is silent.

Is that even possible? For your mind to be silent, usually there are thousands of things zipping in and out of my head that it's hard for me to stay focused.

I don't know. I'm going to try for round two for some sleep tonight. Wish me luck.

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