The weather impacts my body.
Low pressure weather most definitely bothers it.
My whole body feels like an old creaky door that is super heavy and doesn't want to be opened.
So I've been lounging around a lot. It's a lot harder to work out when my body feels like this. I don't like it. It's actually a lot harder to do almost everything when my body feels like this.
I woke up at noon today, to a thunderstorm.
It made me sigh. I don't really want another day with rain and it to be overcast. I need a beautiful sunshiney day where I hear birds singing and I go for an awesome walk somewhere.
But I can't let my body stay still, I have to get out and move.
What really frustrates me is I don't know why my body aches like this. I feel like it could be a very real possibility that I have fibromyalgia but when I was talking to my doctor about it, he didn't want to give me the diagnosis because it's not something he believes in because some of the medical world still thinks that women are making up this pain, which is just stupid because as a person feeling this pain, but who is an other wise healthy female, this pain is real. And it hurts to the point of tears.
But whatever.
I just feel like shit, and have no reason to.
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