A new relationship is about to blossom. You will be blessed.

That is was my fortune from my cookie today.
It seems to imply that I will be blessed from a new relations.

I looked up a couple of different definitions to the word blessed.
They are:

1. bringing happiness and thankfulness

2. blissfully happy or contented.


I've been thinking about it a lot.

It seems to imply that I am not blessed being outside of a relationship?

That bothers me.

Lizzy 5 years ago would not be upset about that. Lizzy 5 years ago would have giggled and day dreamed about the possibilities of getting a husband.

Lizzy today is super pissed about it. Because the last few days I realized something.
I'm 22, almost 23 years old. I have just begun my life. I am not tied down by marriage. I am not tied down with children. Nothing is holding me still. So, I am going to go out and live the life that I want to live by myself. And guess what. I am perfect by myself. And I am pretty fucking blessed. And I don't need a relationship to show that.