Horrible Sleep

Sleeping has always been a challenge for me. For whatever reason, my mind doesn't want to rest with the rest of my body.
I've had a lot on my mind, these last couple of days. I can't wait to get out of Utah before I even get back there. I feel like now that I've found a place to belong that I will stick out even more where I don't belong.

I lost my cell phone last night. It has got to be somewhere in my suitcase. I tried to find it. But in the end I went to bed at 2 in the morning, figuring I'll find it in the morning. And I also figured my body trained to wake up at 8, like it has been doing. I was right about that.

At 330 I woke up. I felt like I had just barely gotten to sleep. My nose hurt. A lot. I touched my nose only to discover I had ripped out my nose ring. Ew. That made it sound more disgusting that it actually was. I knocked the stud out while I was sleeping. But enough to agitated the hole and make it bleed a little. But I had to pull myself out of bed and find the ring, then shove it back in my nose. Ugh. I kept dropping it.

Then I couldn't get back to sleep, because the act of putting in my nose ring was just enough to wake me up.