My KNEE!

I went to see improvised shakespeare tonight.
It was awesome. It was actually WAY better then the last time I saw it after I moved here. So that was good.
But I checked my train tracker, and I saw that there was a train coming in 4 minutes after the show. So I power walked there, because I didn't want to wait 19 minutes for the next one. Then I got to the station and I heard the train coming in and i couldn't get my plus pass to work and I was really annoyed, and then when I walked through the little gate thing, I banged my knee somehow on it.
I curse and ran/limped up the stairs. Luckily someone was taking their time getting off the train. So I could hop on. But dammit! My knee hurts! I've got a nice sized bruise on it. So that sucks because I'm assuming I'm going to be doing a lot of moving around tomorrow because I have 2 classes tomorrow. 1 at the annoyance, and one at the neo futarakfdutmdf. I can't spell.
Did I mention I need a dictionary so I can look up how to spell words again?

I'm listening to a cold play song... and I like it, except it says "I will try to fix you" and I hate that. I hate that people get in relationships to try and fix/control the other person. Ugh.

I'm restless tonight.
Not so much tired as restless. I got in at about 1. Then I laid down. Realized how tired I wasn't. Showered. Dried my hair. Listened to music. And now I'm blogging. I'm not so anxious tonight like I was last night.
But I'm thinking about doing my nails.
I think it'd be my luck to do my nails then fall asleep with them wet...
Yeah, I'm not doing my nails tonight.
Anyway.


Did I tell you that I am really happy?
Just in general.
I'm so much happier getting shit on and thrown up on, and having my clothes ruined during the day than I was when I worked at a treatment center and being shit upon figuratively. And I still got my clothes ruined there. With bleach. I remember that day, because I cried. It's one of the two days, where I literally had to say to my co workers "I can't handle these shit heads right now. I am going to take a break." And I would go take a break in the staff office where there was no longer a couch for the staff because Marty through it away.... because the staff didn't deserve it anymore? I don't know. That was dumb. You know what else was dumb? That the Dean of Student Life got gifts from parents all the time. And I couldn't take a thank you card from a parent without fear of losing my job.
I'm just throwing that out there. That was stupid. And she talked about the things that she got as thank you gifts sometimes. And that was dumb.

But I'm out of that hell hole. I am free. Like so many of the students I knew. When they were out that goodness! There is a light on the other side of the tunnel.


I just walked upstairs to fill up my water bottle. . . my knee hurts. It better heal. . . quick.